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It hurts a lot to have to undergo so much rejection, never being with a woman. I know I am not entitled to be with someone but the rejection, pain and embarrassment I feel is just really overwhelming.

Had countless therapy, but that didn't really do much. I try to focus on my hobbies and interests - the only thing I can do to try and keep my mind on things.

Permanently walking away from attempted dating.is the only way - going through constant rejection is very overwhelming but I think this is the right decision. No woman has ever been interested in me. It breaks my heart knowing I will never know what it is like to never receive love or give it in turn knowing it'll be reciprocated. But this is my decision - to close myself off from love forever.